I had a serious revelation the other night while I was driving home. Sidenote: I have some of my best shouts in my car. There is nothing like screaming out and crying out at the tippy top of your lungs. Whew! It is so refreshing. Driving home last night......and I begin praying out to God. During this prayer, I realized that it is in Christ Jesus that I learn, "everything I thought I wanted, needed, deserved, and didn't get was completely wrong for me.." So I prayed: God, I praise you for everything I've lost. Usher me into my season of maturity (it takes a certain level of growth and maturity to even utter these words or acknowledge this). God, I love you for what you've kept from me. And I apologize for whining and throwing tantrums like a child (yes, so guilty of this...far too often) when I didn't receive it. I promise to trust you with all of me even when it doesn't look right to me. God, you're amazing!! Thank you for what I didn't get! Thank You, thank You, thank You for every single thing that escaped me. Your plan. Your promise. Your perfections.
I'm deeply, madly, ridiculously in love with the King of Kings.
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